I'm alive, guys! Haha. Just been busy with college and whatnot. xD
Anyways...omigosh, this Friday and today were so much fun!

( follow the yellow brick road )

Julia Jones?
I'm sorry...really?
She looks a little...old for the part.

What's wrong with Q'Orianka?! Huh? What? Nothing, that's what....so why not her? She looks the friggin' part and doesn't look like she's in her thirties.

Now, Julia is a good actress, don't get me wrong (I've seen a couple of her films) but she just doesn't look the part.
But...I guess seeing Kristen Stewart instead of Emily Browning and Rob Pattinson instead of Gaspard Ulliel should of tipped me off that they weren't going to cast who I want. xD

But, Q will always be Leah to me. Soo...it's whatever.

Can people be any more superficial?
I hate people in general.
I like certain persons. But people are stupid.
I mean, seriously. Don't you just HATE when people are like...well, take Twilight for example.
Alot of people HAVEN'T read the books and are like "OMFGTWILIGHT!!!!!!!!11111one" and okay, whatever. But when those same people are like
"Omigosh, I hated Jacob in the first one because Edward was just hot. I was SO Team Edward because vampires are teh sex. But now Jacob is totally hot and I'm on Team Jacob now!!!!!1111"
wtf...can they be any more superficial?? Seriously! Do you get what I'm saying?? Ugh, I feel I have explained this MANY times to everyone but they just don't get it.
ARRGGGH!

WHAT THE FUCK? Are you fucking dumb in the head? Is there nothing inside that little brain of yours? C'mon. Pick a team and stick with it. Don't change your fucking mind because Jacob suddenly got hot.
Jacob was always hot, you are just stupid...like, c'mon.

		I will marry Taylor Lautner.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in La Push, WA in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 7 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a teal VW Rabbit.
		I will spend my days as a Wedding Planner, and live happily ever after.

7 kids in an apartment? Must be one BIIIGG apartment. xDD

Okay, soooo a few months ago I bought a book Wings by Aprilynne Pike. I rarely BUY books that I've never read before (I usually borrow them from friends or get them from the library)...but it looked really interesting!~
So, ya know, after about three days I finished it. It was extremely good!! Any fan of faeries or Twilight would love it! It's a four part book so I'm anticipating the next one! I'm sooo excited!

Anyways, I found out a couple weeks ago that Disney had gotten the rights to it to make a film out of it! YAY!!!!! I mean, obviously it's not going to be as good, but c'mon...who doesn't want to see one of their favorite books on the big screen??
So, I kept reading the article annnd...

Miley-Fucking-Cyrus is going to be the star of it. What. The. Fuck.

( UUUUGHHHH! )

I'm updating from my new laptop!

It wasn't the one I wanted, but this one was the same RAM and memory than the other one and was $500 less! It was on sale today annnd I got it up and running right now.
I'm so excited. It also has a webcam so I can talk to all you lovelies (DDers.) on MSNM more and what not. xD

YAY I'm excited because this laptop is better than my brothers and he paid $1000. Granted that was three years ago, but whatever. LOL.

Anyways...in other news. I saw the JONAS episode "Pizza Girl" annnd I was kinda sad because I auditioned for the role of Maria...it was a long time ago and I forgot about it because I didn't get a callback, but I was like "Oh, hey! I tried out for that."
Well, I didn't exactly try out for it, more like I sent in my resumé and headshot...but still. LOL. Oh well.

I'm just installing iTunes now so I won't be music deprived now! (I couldn't use MY iTunes library because it was on my old desktop and the speakers don't work. D:) YAY! I think I still have like $10 on my account! WHOO! I'm super stoked about my new laptop. And it's pretty too! Well, it's black, but it has that nice smooth, suave look, ya know? xD

Even though I have been stabbing myself in the eyes because of all this Twilight hype....I still love it, no matter how much I bash it. (And I bash it alot over at DD) and I still find myself anticipating for the next movie. Hee hee. Anyways...as some of you know I did indeed infact audition for the role of Leah Clearwater when they had the open casting call over ActorCast. Weelll...I did not get a callback. But, ya know, I'm okay with that because I don't have any screen acting experience and I'm sure my acting is still a little rough around the edges (even if the LEADS are horrible and are worse than some of the beginning drama kids I taught.) ...but I thought there's no harm in trying. Right? =]

Anyways, I just found out that Q'orianka Kilcher auditioned also!!~ <333
I. Love. Her. <33 Seriously, she was my first choice in Leah when I read the books. (At the time I didn't know they were making a movie and I, of course, was too young to be playing her.) She is exactly who I imagined Leah Clearwater as. She is beautiful and I really do hope they pick her!!~ Q'orianka is such an amazing actress (The New World with Colin Ferrell, anyone?? ^^) and she is gorgeous!~ She would definately bring Leah Clearwater justice...unlike say...Oh, I don't know. K-TWAT...perhaps? I'm sorry but she stinks at acting and was not my pick for Bella. As MOST of the people around the world, I saw Emily Browning as Bella...she was and still would be perfect.
PLUS it seems that K-Twat doesn't even appriciate the fame/fans that she got for doing Twilight....

But, I'll stop here. I can go ON AND ON about how Kristen Stewart DOESN'T deserve the role of Bella Swan. Granted I HATE both of them (Bella and Kristen) it would of made the movie better if she put some emotion into her acting and not sound so monotone.

I'm getting a laptop! I'm getting a laptop! I'm getting a laptop!~

I'm sooo excited!~ I've wanted a laptop for a while because I hate being confided in one room. Plus, the computer is in my parents' room and I can't get on late nights (unless they're not here) and talk to my friends with different time zones! But soon I will be able too!
With my graduation money, I'm buying this laptop

clicky here

And my Dad said it was a really good buy! Sooo yay!~!! And the top is preetty.
There was a pink one I wanted, but that was more and it didn't have a modem...which is stupid. And the battery life is around five hours...is that good? I think it's good. LOL Then again I don't know that much about the technical stuff on computers.
I don't know about the hardwear, I care about the softwear. LOL.

Anyways, in...gloomier news.

I'm NOT auditioning for "Aladdin A Musical Spectacular". I mean, I won't get it. I know that, because I'm not that well trained in singing and/or dancing. (In acting, yes...duh.)
I know I will never know unless I try, but...I really don't want to do it.
I've been thinking. I'm more comfortable with just acting without singing.
So, I think I'll wait until they have look-a-like auditions at Disneyland so I can just do the meet-n-greets or even just be a Jungle Cruise Skipper first and THEN go on to being Princess Jazz.

My mom is kinda upset that I'm not auditioning...but kinda happy. She doesn't want me to be living in California by myself just yet. LOL. And, to be honest, I'm not sure if I would handle that...I'm sure in about two years I'll be able too but not now.

Wow!!

I saw this thing last night and it was pretty much amazing...of course nothing like the book, but it was pretty close!~

( spoilers )
I think I'ma make a header for HP now. And possibly some icons and whatnot!~ <33

So, I went shopping today with my little sister...I had $40 and a gift card to Forever 21. <3
I LOVE Forever 21 but the only thing (before today) I had was just a couple of little rings and necklaces and whatnot...I never bought any of their clothes because...well, I don't know. I never had the money on me to buy a dress of whatever. But today I did!~ <333

I bought a whole outfit! For under $35! It was amazing. <33



( Shopping Spree. <33 )

So next week, Disney's California Adventure is holding auditions for Aladdin A Musical Spectacular. The show at the Hyperion theater in the Hollywood Backlot next to Tower Of Terror (if you didn't know...)

I am auditioning, but mainly just for experience....I'm pretty sure there are alot of people more talented than me going also...so yeah.
But, I'm excited to be going to California for a week!~ Sadly, we AREN'T going to Disneyland (too expensive for my family right now...) but we're going to the beach! And of course Hollywood (that's where the audition is at)! I wanna see Michael Jackson's star and, of course, Walt Disney's. <3

Ya know, I've NEVER been to the Walk Of Fame...out of HOW many times I've been to Hollywood. LOL. Oh well.

I taught myself the melody to "If Only" today!~ I always teach myself song melodies and whatnot. xD And it's always somethng from The Little Mermaid. xD
I have no idea why, you'd think id's always be from Aladdin, but...nope.

Speaking of The Little Mermaid....IT'S CLOSING IN AUGUST!~ I'm so sad. After I saw Beauty and the Beast on broadway (when I was five) I always imagined that they would put on The Little Mermaid...along with Pocahontas...on Broadway. And when they did, I was super excited to see it! But I never got to. My whole plan was to go on the NYC trip with the Drama dept. at school but you had to be in a drama COMPANY. I wasn't at that time...which was lame...I was very very upset and very annoyed with the people who did go because ALL they talked about was TLM and it got me really mad because they KNEW how badly I wanted to go and they KNEW I loved Disney and they still bragged about it.
Sooo....I never got to go....but hopefully I'll get to go on the Tour in 2010.

By the way, Wicked is playing in Phoenix...but do you think I can go? No....why? Because we have no money.
Geezus I need a JOB NOW~~! I'm really hating this economy right now...it's kinda sucking...not gonna lie.

I'm thinking I want one at the Disney Store but they're not hiring...or maybe BestBuy but they aren't hiring either. Ugh...oh well.

Enough ranting, it's not like anyone reads this anyways, I really honestly don't know why I have a LJ other than posting icons and graphics which I haven't done in FOREVER...it kinda depresses me that nobody reads this but it is a good way to vent.

I haven't been on LiveJournal in forever...and I haven't updated in even longer than that!~ Goodness...anyways. Sorry for the lack of entries...not that they're very interesting, but I feel bad. xD
Let's see...uuuhhh, yeah. School was kicking my butt, but I'm done now. Until Aug.

I don't know what to say, but whatever.

Bye.

Sooo, I've been cherographing a dance to "My Little Girl" by Tim McGraw because I want to do it for our Spring concert in April/May. My daddy is going to perform it one his guitar while I dance and yadda yadda. But it's going pretty good! I have a few counts that I love and a few that need work. Ugh...but other than that...
It's going to be my senior solo so I can get a Dance Major~!
My friends also want me to be in their's. We're doing it to "Beautiful" by Joydrop and it's going REALLY good. All we need is to chereograph our little solo bits and then it'll be done!~ And of coruse practice, practice, practice!~

We have until the end of this month to get it down. The auditions are March 31st and I'm sooo excited!~

Anyways, tomorrow is Monday...Great. I hate Mondays but I do have a Tap class that I'm going to after school.
Omigosh, this week I'm doing something EVERYDAY after school....

Monday - Tap Class
Tues. - Show/Dress Rehearsal for Children's Theatre Co.
Wed. - Show for SWAT
Thrus. - Musical Theatre dance Class
Fri. - Tech rehearsal for CTC!

Yay! Well, I won't be bored. Heh...and then next week is like that too. Kinda...not really, but I have three matinee shows for CTC so I miss like four classes I think.
My fourth hour is math...I have a C. I need to get that up, but I don't know if I can with missing FOUR DAYS!~ I'm in Trig and math has NEVER come easy to me...I might slip to a D! And I need to get it up for a B if I wanna go on the Cruise in April!~
AAHH! I'm so stressing out right now. It's a good thing I have my lines down.
Now I just need to focus on Trig....like THAT'S gonna happen.

Long time no update, huh?

Okay, so as you guys know...I'm graduating in May. (Whoo-hoo) buuuut I kinda sorta forgot to apply for colleges, sooo I was stuck with Pima Community College. At first I was sooo bummed out because I really wanted to go to NAU...but sadly nope. Plus, I didn't do so hot on my SATs....which sucks.
So when somebody asked me where I was going for college I always said "Pima..." with a tone of disgust, but I found out something right now.

THEY'RE DOING CINDERELLA FOR THEIR MUSICAL NEXT YEAR!~

Omifuckingod!!!~ I have ALWAYS wanted to do that musical. That and Beauty and the Beast but I'm doing that this summer at the Hale Centre Theatre.
But seriously, ever since I saw it with Brandy and Bernadette Peters, I got hooked and fished for the Julie Andrews one and the Ginger Rogers one. I found them both and I LOVE the Ginger one. Omigosh, she's so amazing. I've always loved Ginger~! But anyways, seriously...I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO CINDERELLA~ You just don't understand.
AAAHHH!~

So now I'm uber excited to go to Pima because not alot of people do Cinderella...it's kinda old now, but it is so BEAUTIFUL!
You have no idea who AMAZING this is going to be~!!!


I mean, I'd love to be Cinderella but I really do adore the Stepmother~! I mean, c'mon Bernadette Peters was her. xD
Actually, I wouldn't mind any of the female roles. All the female characters are so great. Of course Cinderella is going to be my main goal, and then the Stepmother but I'd settle for one of the stepsisters!~ I just love it soo much and I'm sooo excited that Pima is doing it next year!

Snagged from Kylie-Bear. <3

Stayed single almost the whole year?
Yeah...pretty much. Pitiful love life this year...

Kissed someone new?
Noo.

Done something you've regretted?​​​
Nope.

Lost someone?​​​
No.

Cut class?
Yeah...but whateverrr.

Were involved in something you'll never ​forget?​​​
Thespian Conference 2008! Ha! Amazing memories.

"He's gay, honey..."
Haha, stupid hoe.

Visited a different country?​​​
=[ Nope...

Cooked a gross​ meal?​​​
Yeah, actually. I tried to make some Orange chicken...I failed and just went to Panda Express. xDD

Lost something important to you?
Uuuh, I lost my iPod...but then I found it.

Got a gift you adore​?​​​
Hee hee. Yeah!~ I got a Jacob poster from my friend, George!~

Tripped over a coffee table​?​​​
The hell?

Dyed your hair?​​
Yup...but didn't work. I'm just gonna have to go to a salon...

Came close​ to losing your life?​​​
Well...I was almost in a car accident recently...luckily (well, for us) that the car that was flipping towards us hit a light pole and it stopped from hitting us. And luckily (for everyone) nobody was hurt badly.

Went to a party?​​​
Me? Party? You're funny...

Read a great book?​​​
I have!~ I've read alot, actually!

Saw one of your favorite bands​/​artists live?​​​
Uh, I saw Gwen Stefani! <333 I love her.

*~*~2008:​ FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Did you meet any new friends this year?​​​
Yes, I did! I got a really close friend, Rachel.
I mean, I knew her before, but this year we CLICKED! Having two classes together did the trick!

Did you dislike anyone?​​​
Eh, now that I don't have any classes with her this year, I'm more tolerant of her.

Did you grow apart​ from anyone?​​
Yeah, a little bit...

Do you have any regrets when it comes ​to your friendships?​​​
No.

*~*~2008:​​​ YOUR BIRTH​DAY

Did you have a cake?​​​
Yes! I did! It was a strawberry cake!

Did you have a party​?​​​
No...but I am having a 'Great one-eight' Next year!~ <33
It's gonna be a 'Black and White' party. And EVERYONE has to be in Black and/or White, but I'm gonna be in a STUNNING BRIGHT purple, teal or red dress. I haven't decided which color would be best. <3

Did you get any presents?​​​
Yes, I did! But...lol yeah.

*~*~2008:​​​ ALL ABOUT​ YOU

Did you change at all this year?​​​
I think I did. I'm more independent!~ I stand up for myself now, instead of just being shy ol' me...

Did you change your style​?​​​
BoHo/hippie-ish/sophisticated style now...where I used to be the little 'California Girl'
Which. I still am, just not in a fashion-sense!

Were you in school?​​​
Yes.

Did you get good grades?​​​
Yeah, buuutt I think I got senioritis...I mean, usually people get that at the END of the school year, but I got it at the beginning....for some odd reason. BUT! I still managed to ACE my finals, so I ended up with C's for the class. Which is...not bad but not great.

Did you have a job?
No....due to the depression, everyone is hiring the people who actually 'need' jobs instead of the little high school kids now. UGH.
It's insane how many adults want to work at the DISNEY store...psh.

Did you drive​?​​​
Nope.

Did you own a car?
Nope.

Did anyone close to you give birth​?​​​
Yes. They did!

Did you move at all?​​​
Nope!

Did you go on any vacations?​​
Sadly, no....but I am going on a cruise in APRIL 2009!~ <333 Yay.

Would​ you change anything about ​yourself now?
Yeah.

to be stressed.

Ugh. I mean, my Christmas show is in six days and practically nobody is memorized...eek. That is really bad. I'm not even memorized yet. But, then again, most of my lines are pretty much improv. Lol. But STILL!~
And then Christmas is coming soon and whatnot...so I'm stressing over presents and everything, and aaahhh.

Now, I'm starting to realize why my Mom gets so crazy during the Holiday season. Hahahaha.

Anyways...let's see.

Oh! I saw Twilight like last Friday. Midnight permiere!~
I wore my Team Jacob shirt and my Esme Bracelet....and got a bunch of "Boos" but OH WELL. Who cares, I don't! I just smiled, and was like "You're just jealous." or something along those lines. Hahaha.
My friend wore my Rosalie necklace that I bought and my other friend wore the Alice Choker I got.

That was a funny story. Happened like a month ago, but whatever. Sooo when I went to Hot Topic, I saw this shirt with Jacob's face right on it. But I didn't have any money, so I couldn't buy it.
Well the NEXT DAY when I went back to get it, IT WAS GONE!!!!~ I was soooo sad, but then I saw Rose's necklace and perked up. xD So I bought that since they didn't have Esme's bracelet, which I wanted really really bad....

Weeellll a couple days after that, my friend was all "HOT TOPIC HAS THE BRACELETS ON SALE!!!"
And I was like

:O


So me and my friend book it to the mall and I just go to the Twilight section, grab the bracelet without even looking at the other stuff, and walk to the register. Weelll, it was then when I saw the Choker also. That was my second one I really wanted, and I grabbed it but I only have $60 and that was for food for the Thespian trip I was going on the next day, so I was debating wheater to get both and use the money and only have like $10 left, or get one and have more money for food.
And then the lady was all "These are buy one get on half off."
And I was like

:O

And I bought both! And now I have all the girls' jewelry. <33 Yay me! *clapclap*


I guess it was one of those, 'you had to be there' moments...
Oh well. xD

Hey everyone!~
I'm so sorry it's been like forever since my last real entry...
I've been busy we just finished a show so yeah...

BUT I have a little time now. Mainly weekends and whatnot. So...YAY ME!~

Anyways, I've been preparing for yet another show...this one is a little Christmas show. I'm excited.
We are elves and it's like a variety show but with dinner!~ So, we're elves and Santa is suppose to be there, but he's LATE!~ Sooo we elves have to figure out a way to keep the audience entertained (it's like scripted improv...) by telling stories and acting them out, and letting the other fine arts classes do a little something. So yeah! The three stories we are telling are "A Christmas Carol" (based off the movie Scrooged.) "Charlie Brown's Christmas Special" and "How The Grinch Stole Christmas."

I got picked for Cindy Lou Who, The Ghost of Xmas Past and I'm a Director for A Christmas Carol.

I'm very excited!~ I wish I would of gotten The Ghost of Xmas Present because in Scrooged she is sooo hilarious! Buuutt oh well...

Anywhoo...yeah.
Oh~ and in Dance our Christmas Dance Concert is coming up.

AND WINTER BALL!~ I'm excited because since my friend now works at JC Penny's I get a discount. And JC Penny's already have like AMAZING discounts, so yay.
I really want a short purple dress.
Like this...


Wouldn't that be amazing?
I don't have a date yet, but I'll get one...soon. Maybe.
I'm not going if I don't have a date, because it's no fun without one...yeah, dancing with your friends is great but then when the slow songs come on and you're by yourself is just boring and kinda depressing.
Yeah....and boys usually never go stag so there's never any guys who are free to dance during that time. So whatever...Yes. Get a Date is high on my To Do List.

Also, I really want to be nominated as Winter Ball Royalty. No, I don't want to win...well, that'd be cool if I did. I just want royalty...but whatever it's usually the bitchy girls who get it anyways. Ugh.

I was going to say something else, but I forgot what...oh well.

Hi!
Username: Scariel.
I have a graphics shop there!
I roleplay there.
I have a cute, adorable avatar there!

Bye!

Well...since school started, I haven't had much time to be on the computer. But I still try. xD Anyways. I've been actually trying to figure out what the heck I'm gonna do for my Senior Solo Dance project. What song....I was thinking "Beautiful" by Joydrop because I LOVE that song. It's sooo good, but I'm not sure, I was also thinking "Almost Lover" by A Fine Frenzy. Gaah don't know. Well...that's for dance. Time for drama. The beginning class I cadet is so cute. They are a bunch of talented actors and actresses in there. I'm excited, because they're just learning, since it's beginning. But I get to direct a one-act at the end of the year with a small group of them. I'm not sure what I should do. Does Neil Simon do any one acts? I was thinking maybe making one of his plays 'abridged' but I can't do that to Neil's work! He's like a master at comedy. xD
Buuutt...I need something. I want to get it now so I can actually have time to think up what I'm gonna do with it. I've never directed before, so yeah.
Well....that's cadeting. In Children's Theatre, we are thinking of doing a stage version of The Princess Bride...No. I really don't want to...I'll be picky with whoever they cast as the people. Especially Wesley! I love that movie too much for a bunch of kids to butcher it...nobody even knew what it was. Kids these days, don't watch good movies. Oh well...then they were thinking of doing Robin Hood: Men In Tights...but hello. We're doing this for KIDS. They aren't going to get half the jokes...ugh. I want to do like Peter Pan or A Little Princess. Those would be cute. But considering that they did Peter Pan not that long ago, it wouldn't happen...oh well.

Anyways my hand is starting to hurt...plus I have trig homework.
Bye!

Um, what? Exactly my thoughts.

( Spoilers. If you have not read Breaking Dawn, don't click! )